hahehuhah.

(: went out just now.
went to tamp. bought presents for mummae. went with parphae and shinx. first stop and last stop was sk jewellery. spent about 300$ there. parphae bought himself a stainless steel ring, and a ring + bracelet with pearls for mummae's birthday. hurhur. then parphae wanted to go home. we told him to go without us. so me and shinx, walked around. took neopints. shinx was soo excited xia. as always, she looked nice while i look like there's a mop on my head. (: it was nice, even thou it wasn't pint perfect. after that, we ate at pastamania. ate bbq chicken and this mushroom thingy, half- half. 11 inch. the soup was tasteless. haha. first time eating there.. everything was a mess. then after that, walked around. and i was like, i feel in the mood for a new tee. so we walked from 77 street, to ilt, to op, then to bum. found this super cute tee. it's a tee, with long sleeves on it. white and yellow. for only ten bucks. (: then went to century square, shinx and i mats and bought this punkno8 shirt for sigteen bucks. it's nice xia, and a good bargain. then after that, went to ex her's aries. bought myself more hoop ear rings. i couldn't help myself xia. cheap and cute with cute colours. then went to toilet, shinx pooped. then went home took sigty five. dalam bus there was agna. so irritating. then went home, slept for a while. bless myself, here i am. (: miss ijal ! he say he wanted to meet, but he rather stay with syed. grr. like, whatever lah with him. anyways, my mummae just opened her present. so, haha. bye.

hey.

just got back.
(: went to esplanade.
went with jam and nabilah.
fun, fun. they both rock,
considering me tempias-ing on jamilah and nabilah AND getting my hair pulled by nabilah. hurhur.
didn't really see ronin ah. only went to their soundcheck. after that went to eat at boat quay's mcdonalds. then walked back to the outdoor stage, heard one song. and that was so nice. then my mum called. and i had to go home. my beau was there, so he sent me back to bedok. ( beau = mohd shyarurezal ) haha. new beau. baru pancing. he's cute. muka jahat. maybe national day kami keluar together sesama surya and beau and dayah and friend. (: so now i'm home. online. lan was being rather irritating. and i'm chatting with adi and qastalani. woo ooh. okays lah. mummae is such an ass. anyways, levan remembered me. he asked me for lighter. haha. nabilah said he was cute. i'm tired xia, so tootles.

(:

went out just now..
went to pasiris with dayah and sue.
dayah wanted to work at sue's workplace, so she told me to tag along because she felt nervous. and i went to pasiris with sue, met dayah there. after filling up the form, me and dayah went to bedok central. dayah bought slippers and we ate sushi. saw wanblack with his friend, wan. they kaya, go cityhall from bedok central take cab. haha. then ate sushi at the adventure park. gahaa. then got two guys arr. lambai- lambai at us. then me and dayah waited for fy to come. then we tried to ask the guys for rokoki. turns out one of the guy is actually dayah's friend. agagaga. then dayah suruh wait for ben. haha. we ate ben's mata kucing fruit. then i offered some to the guys. then we all walked to the bustop ahs. fuckfuck. dayah's friend asked for my number. i gave xia. he's cute, his smile reminds me of lan. haha. his name is ijal. budak ite bedok. woo ooh. (: wanblack has been asking if i'm going to see ronin's performance tmr. i say, lihat mood. then must confirm with nabilah also. dayah's friend asked me out for lunch tmr, which i want a no-no. i want ijal, not saed. grr. i'm staying up late tonight, considering i just had a huge mug consumption of mocha an hour ago. (: calling ijal in twenty minutes time. lalalaa. btw, i didn't remorse nor cry nor even thought about lan today. yanti and feeza was right. sueweendayah always cheered me up no matter time nor day. love you playgirl, mak ayam and sugar mumma. mmwahs. anyways, i want to stop here. (:

He's GONE.

Lan is really, really gone.
Muhammad Azzlan bin Zainuddin broke me.
And yes, every break-up hurts.
I cried for hours, and side effects appeared. My visual became blur. thou, I am NOT blind. I'm so sick of crying for him. I've cried for him everyday, and thank God, it's either now or never. I still love him thou. But I won't go back to him, I've swore to pinch myself. Okay, the reason was; he wanted to concentrate on his studies. & he can't balance me with that. I understand, and this time, I didn't hold him back when he wanted a break-up. And puh-lease, I am not a bad girlfriend. I've satisfied Lan in every way he wanted. I still remember him saying, "I fucking love you". And that was after my last kiss from him and the last time he ever said I Love You. I will never treat Lan as a friend. But nor would I leave him. Maybe Hanii was right, maybe I wasn't deservant of him. Neh, I don't believe. And the misbegottens can fuck it to my ass. Someday I hope Lan would come back, but the scores are 10-01. He'd be back to loving his Hakim.

So fucking emo-ish shit.
Don't even know why I have to put a capital letter at the start of a sentence. Anyways, I think I'm following Fred's style. His sayang is his ex, so maybe Lan could be mine. Actually my sayangs could also probably be Dzul, Gab, Ain, Dan or even Wan. Maybe I'm going ESPLANADE this Friday, Ronin's performance. Levan told me not to disappoint him. Maybe Nabilah tagging. Thought of inviting Fred xia. (X Woo Ooh. I think I'm back for the dating game. Besides, right now.. I have Sal and Alid as new guy friends. And Fred too. And Fred is cute. Haha. I'm so moving on.. but..

LAN; I STILL LOVE YOU. 13O_ - 26O_

You gave me face.

maybe i loved you too much.
i just can't bear to let you go.
i've moved on so far with you.
how am i going to continue to be without you?

maybe i've hold you back too many times.
maybe i'm scared to let it off..
but why does it have to be like this.
why do you give reasons like this?

if you never loved me,
why do you have to end it like this.
i've hold you back so many times,
considering how many times i've shunned.

i can walk away,
but i will never leave.
i don't want to call you up.
i want to feel your kiss.

why do you end it this way?
why won't you say it straight to my face?
because you're scared i'd bleed for you tonight?
becayse you're scared if i'd kill myself tonight?

i might, because of you.
but i'm wasting the chances of my life.
but since you've here not far away,
be prepared, i'm getting a knife.

hee.

i'm at school.
posting today.
ouhkays. so,

went out to pasiris ytd.
then went to bedok reservoir, lepak'd with wanblack for a while. he talk crap lah. slacked with him and his other friend, wan and his guitar. agagagas. until 7; 30 PM, then proceed to tampines. met Gabriel there. he was with Levan Wee and natasha ( sec 4 victors cousiller ) and Gab's friend. agagagas. *Levan Wee; lead vocals for Ronin. (: yes, Ronin. hahas. they're full of crap. Levan is just like your typical guy lah. he eats durians, he smokes skl. anyways it was fun lah. now, won't make a long and draggy post. i just know i had fun meeting a rockstar.
just wanting to say,

RONIN IS HAVING A PERFORMANCE.
ESPLANADE AT 7; 30PM
THIS FRIDAY.
2 HOURS. XD

I've been missing you.

Three days past, I know it's ridiculous.
I just want to know where you've been,
and how you've been lately..

I never got the chance to see you sing,
strum notes or hit a beat.
I never always get the "I love you too"s
Maybe that's just my wishful thinking.

So I guess you're far away now.
Far away from me.
That's one of my biggest concern.
And you've stop coming here,
and I'm missing your kiss.

So, do you remember now.
The time we spent together?
the scars we left for each other?
the one that lasted for more than three hours?

So now I guess I've been wishing too hard.
but I wish my love for you will never to part.
Because having you took time to reconsider,
and I won't be leaving,
just promise me you'd be with me.

I love you,
And I will never have the thought of letting you go.

Oh Lan. I've missed you.
Three days but you've always given me the empty feeling.
Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH DIYANA.
I LOVE YOU GIRL !

herluu.

it's sunday.wanted to post ytd, but i was lazy.(: ytd went to tampines with mum. bought myself a new stud belt, new liqweed eyeliner, eyeshadow, hair clip, ear rings and ear studs. (: and topped up my ezlink.

today went out with papi and shinx.went to parkway parade.went shopping. saw norman and hadi sec five. and vanessa sec four. (:first went to banquet, ate chicken rice. stomach ache xia. then went to u2, shinx bought a pair of jeans. then went to baleno, i bought a pair of jeans too. straight cut, but it makes my butt look flatter. anways, my waist size is twenty-four ! hehes. then dad bought a pair of cargo at topman. hehes. banyak belanja today. agagagas. after shopping, went to singsong. bought diapers and formula. irfaan's shopping list lah. then went home, and went to econ. go econ saw matnoh tech. how irritating that guy is. then now i'm home, text meseging my abang danny. saw danny, he was cute.. (: and text meseging wan black too. so, i stop here yaa. i think the chicken rice i ate had something wrong in it.

hellos.

i'm making up for the previous times i didn't blog.
haikal is such crap. and his girlfriend ahs, pls girl.
buat pandang orang siket ahs.

soo.
about the secthree acad case, we've settled down. only dayah has to replace nadiah's specs. and pls ahs mr jeremiah, we didn't assault your girl. your girl mouthed us first..

ytd went to pasir ris with sue and dayah.
tagged along sue to get her typhoid jab. gabriel said he wanted to meet, but he was busy. anyways, sometime can right? he promised me the guitar fun and the outing. hee. he's so cute, i missed him. (: then we came to whitesands. ate at mcd. got this loyang guy who asked for free water, twice! kekek xia. i was like, air free peh. korek tanah sekali ahs. then we went up to the second floor mcd, the loyangs buat hal with us xia. say minahs lahs, kental lahs. so immature, ehs. mau buat hal takmo dalam baju sekolah ahs xia. shame shame. then at pasir ris central, those budak stood behind us. time we wanted to take seventeen, they started shouting ahs.. mau buat hal sini ahs. taik right?! then we just got in the bus. i punched the window and they stared at me. everyone looked xia. hee. then time at around bedok north, got this malay guy take bicycle. i waved at him, and he waved back. touching xia. (: then dropped bedok, we tagged sue along for her shoe shopping. we found high cuts! grr. hahas. then after buying shoe, we sat at the bowl. skatepark ahs. smoked, laughed, farted and played with this cute little kitten. then at ard eight, went to fourothree for a while. checked out an arrand. then we went to fengshan cc, dayah wanted to pee. then sue's boy buat hal. tsk, tsk. then we three sat down at this block ahs. talked about mamat.. and i thought about my lan. hee. then at ard 9; 50 we chaps. i went home with dayah, took 228. then at home watched project runway. andrea gonzale out. gayboy. ouhyah. faizal fourtone is so fucking irritating. and dzul too. what a motherfucker. i really hoped he'll open his eyes and see. that my hanii, is not fuckingly interested in him. sembarang jerr berbual pasal puki aku.

today was ouhkays ahs. mr yu was popping in and out.
at the canteen, after school.. tsk, tsk.
learnt how to find out the arc length of a circle and did potato experiments. hahas. after school i settled down for a while with dayah. she told me to wait for bella and fiyfee. then i went home.. so here i am. hee. my darling topped up addie. lupp him. maybe going his house tmr. agagagaga. miss him. today our *BEEP*th anniversary. alalaa. hee. what a draggy post. bye ahs.

LANLANLAN; i miss you lah.

i feel so miserable.

i'm crying.. for haikal!
fuck xia. i know it seems stupid to cry over your ex- boyfriend whom you broke up with five months ago.. but i guess what hann said was right.

I WAS STUPID.
i let haikal go. been five months.
we've so moved on. i sound so desperate waiting for his text meseg. my heart feels in the wrong leaving lan behind. haikal has his wani. i have my lan.. but something's wrong in this part of me inside. and it's all something to do with haikal. he's haunting me! his sandals, goodbye my lover, the teddy-bear bags, his teddy bear, the jack card saying "i love u". hees. aah. crying fusely. chatting with sal, and he seems to be good at keeping me down. thx sal.

oh haikal!
i meant lan.
AAH SAL! HELP ME.

hey.

just got back from the baybeats gig.
went with hanii. hahas. we didn't actually go to the gig ahs.
setakat stay for five minutes. and stand still doing nothing. hann brought her cam. haha. took pics with her shades. aha. we saw mister saiful! he didn't perform lah, he was there looking at his other friends performing. like real. haha. took a picture with him.. using hann's cam. (: [hanii is sucha camwhore.] aha. he was wearing a purple tee and bermudas. and wasn't wearing specs. cute xia. hurhurhur. then i got stared by a punk wearing stripes. super scary. then got this guy at the train said, "eii, keshieq nyier budak nih." pukeyy sarrk. then my hunny. funny xia. want to go gig, stopped at city hall. then took the north line platform. go somerset. haha. then we stepped off somerset and went back to city hall. ahahas. we ate at burgerking. i've been farting eversince xia. so worried. ahahaha. the gig was ouhkay ahs. i only heard "blahblahblah u s a." oh. oh. saw sulhi's abang, subhi. he remembered and recognised my face xia. i stared at him, then he was like, sulhi nyier abang lah. then i was like, oh yaa. hello. then his friends, nih abang jon... nih abang ..... funny xia! subhi so cute! hanii kept turning back to look at him. then subhi walked away. agagaga. went back at ard 9 +. tmr school mahs. then at the train, got these cute guys bukak mp3 lagu promise. i sang along xia. hehe. then dropped at tamp. then hanii went home, i went to mcafe, bought a doub choc frappe. and went home.. then wait for shinx until 10.40 baru go up. (: so bahbeyy here i am.

hello hello.

like my skin?
kinda plain hahs? i amid to liking the previous skin better.
the previous skin is called; goodbye to you.
so, there's lan. ouhkays lahs. you all can say he's not goodlooking. pls take note with eyes wide open, i don't judge by looks. (: haha. he's superbly annoying lah. ahaha. anyways, just posting for the sake of boredom and satisfaction of a successful skin. heee. currently chatting with adilla prokillah and hanii. aha. kinda cracked dup ahs. hanii said something about dzul. haha. i missed baybeats tuhday! maybe i going with hanii tmr. or maybe meeting my lan. (: goodnights/ morning.

hellohello.

hee. i just came back from the shop and meeting qube and haikal.
goddess. did you know how cute haikal has become? more cuter than last time.
he took his bicycle. aha. qube tumpang behind. the reason was, haikal wanted his ring back. haha. i found the ring under my bed-- in the box with the teddy bear he gave to me on valentine's day. bittersweet memories. i didn't find it sad to be looking back in my past, instead i giggled. what a strong munkeyy love. ahaha. haikal said take care. hee. he's so cute. so bangga he's my ex. (: he sounded a little different too. or maybe, i forgot how he was last time. my love was rather bugged out when i said i'm giving the ring back to him. maybe because he didn't want me to. dear, sorry lah. i know i've been talking about haikal to you many times before. now the momentums are gone. (: i made another skin. my love ada. we're green and yellow. ouhkays lah. i want to eat my oodles. 2:39pm.

hello. hello. (:

today's thirteen. huahuahua. school was ouhkays. saw the damai beansprout and hazim ( so the pengecut. touch the cheeks also cannot. ) i almost killed myself during sr xia. i had the lime issue mag of david beckham. i didn't read, but i stared at someone instead. ahaa. my eyes were puffy lah just now morning. so everything is only dark from the top. reason was because i cried myself to sleep last night. i cried because of dekdekdek. like, there's damai girls wearing the rabbit-bag. dzul's friend's has the same orange-brown stripey skimmer sandals, people are singing goodbye my lover. goddess. lalalaa~ stop the crap..

at school, in class. crapped the most with sue.we drew our dream "guys" and i drew a series of dollies. cute xia.my paperdollie concept of a mrstrentmercer, a prisonerofwar dolly. a puppet dolly, a restinpeace doll. and a trent mercer. **trent mercer is the guy from power rangers dino thunder. he is the white ranger. he's cute with the most desired guy's-jawline. he's in my edition of my series. then sang some crappy songs with sue. lagu gone. listen to my version. he drove himself insane wishing he could touch my face. but the truth remains, i'm gone. dekdek, i'm gone. crap right ? as if dekdek cares about me anymore.

ouhkays. after school, mr yu sustained the whole class. talked about cleanliness. haishais. then after that, we went out. *dumdumdumm*. dayah never told me that fiyfee was wating for her. i was like, fiiyfeee !! she cutted her hair xia !! then we lepak'd japs. fiyfee was with this girl named bella and another of her friend. then at around two; thirty, me sue and ween chaps. sue wanted to meet della, ween wanted to go home. and i, met my <33 !! he came late xia. gentlemen, don't make your ladies wait. ouhkays ? ouhkays lah. so bummed.

hellohello. (:

so happy !! just got back from meeting ian. he's okay lah. his face reminds me so much about dannybear. his size, cheeks, warmth.. (: we janji'd at four, and the gentleman came at around five !! then we moved to block seven'two o. had fun. poor thing he threw away his screwdriver !! he did that for the sake of me xia. haha. bit him, scratched him. he pinched me. pain xia. he pinch the muscles. we slacked until seven plus. read his lyrics, so nice and flawless. but the tenses in his songs, bad bad. had fun xia. thanks ian for making my day.

ouhkays ouhkays.today was ouhkays. nothing really bad happened. never got scolded, the teachers didn't give a damn about me. paid attention in mathematics for the sake of my friends. they don't know that (-) X (-) = (+). art was ouhkays. did an abstract about my hands, mine totally sucked. but thanks to suriati for helping in. <33! went home at around 2:50. dad was home, so my friends didn't dare to come in. then i went online for a while. chatted with wanblack and syafiq. another arguement xia. sad sad. our friendship never really blossomed. a success of failure when i think about him. oouhkays. blahblahs. rewind rewind; maziah and arfah cari pasal again. taik lah. stop talking about huda lah goddess. at least she knows the shape of her brows, and her lips maintain the "puckerup." mulut si siyarrls tuh makcik- makcik xia. and nor, lame xia yoou. mau bukak case balik. fuck your crap lah. aha. i wasn't in the hal between suedayahhuda. i was with nabilah, singing to her. (: then like i said, went back at around 2:50pm. ouhkay. i typed my day backwards. aha. <33 !!

listening to the day you went away; m2m. lagu lahmaa xia.did i lose my life to someone better? and does she love you like i do. i do, you know i really really do.ouhkays laa. end here.

heartstrings !!

ITALY.

italy won the game. pretty fucked up france lost.how could a person miss a goal when there was a golden opportunity for a penalty shoot-out !!yes, yes. i watched the match. from the start to the end.1 - 1 then things didn't move. extra time and penalty shoot-outs.it's okay the italians win. the french were prettaye good yaa. brazil lost out to them.

i came home straight after school. actually went to econ first, dayah wanted to buy the newspaper. her friend's face is printed inside. then i went home straight. puhkeyywarrk. saw zack, but i just buat bodoh. i was tranced by text meseging ian. <33! ouhkay, ouhkay. ian is a guy. he's actually summer's friend. he was found guilty of viewing my profile but he never add me. so i add him instead. making friends only lah. he's mod. mod-deh-teh. he's berisi like danny, and he reminds me much about danny. been text meseging him since after my el lesson. meeting him tmr. kinda awkward yaa. just knew him ytd, meeting him tmr. like-- heck care. he's budak reservoir too. just afew ten fifteen blocks away. whee. omg. faizal just text meseg'd me. hee. okaylah. won't make a lo-ooong post.

hello.

it's saturday. woke up at eleven just now. supposed to wake up at eight, then bathe and put on curls. but noooo, i had to sleep at one am. grr. went online for a moment, then no one was online. so i text meseg'd dzul-car-9. we were supposed to meet at two. funfun. then i went out late, then at the bustop, coincidentally got hazim. nyeaha. so i borrow'd his nokia three'threeone five. oldschool mono phone. (: then took sixtyfive and reached tampines. hee. alot of damaians, kutip derma. after two minutes of searching for dzul, found him when he was with the adam guy and jamilah's beau. qas asked me to derma, sorry! short of cents. then we went to mcdonalds. dzul ate his whatever, while i had a large double chocolate frappe. mmm. should try! addictive to those who are prescribed with sweet tooths or chocoholics.then we went to this place near chai chee restaurant. smokeyy! rokok indoe. nice, nice. then blahblahblah. had fun arr. bit him, scratch him. he slapped me, bit my tongue, punched me, hung me upside down, pushed me to the ground, pinned me down and many more. so abusive! then time go home, he gripped my wrists and dragged me. pain xia, i cried. then he said sorry and sorry and sorry. i just ignored and cried. then at the traffic light, while waiting for the green man, he said sorry. at that point, i just laughed. stupidd xia. i wanted to be serious. he made me laugh! then at the bustop, he called me gembang. my hands were like.. super red xia. then i went home, and he went home too.then when i alighted the bustop, wanblack and husseingala hopped in. then i go econ, bought lormee and cokes. (: went home, yan was sleeping, so i ate my lormee. nice nice. then he woke up. my mum ajak'd me go wawan's crib. since i was bored, i was like.. uhh. sembarang. then she siap'd, dressed up yan. best best. then go wawan's crib. slack xia. ate currypuffs and nasi goreng. then got hit in the head with the screwdriver base. stupid yan! now my head has this two lumps. hee. at ard nine, my head was feeling super doozy. mum ajak'd go home. i was like, cepat arr. she laughed when she saw my lumps! wawan's mum was like, celaka larr kau. nyeaha. then she gave me four bucks! hee. super super! then went home take cab. 3.90$ only. cheap cheap. then went home, yan wandered at the staircase, then he fell. i laughed like hell, he cried. padan muka. grr. ugly lumpys on my head. now i'm home.. feeling bummed. had a bad day, cried infront of dzul-car-9& got hit in the head with the screwdriver base. somehow good, i finally had my frappe. a good cigg instead of my dad's marrl merah. and i got cash. cash cash. i love cash. nyeaha. okaylah. stopping here.

my <<3;

so bored. no one of my great interests are online. so i blogged.i'm listening to Tiger Lily; Matchbook Romance. stupid xia. so nice -!(: hee. today went back at twelve md, like most primary and secondary schools too. school was okay, not great not bad, but okay. ween didn't come and dayah was late, so i sat at ween's place beside suriati. best. she talk crap xia. haa. i saw hazim, never squeezed his cheeks xia. grr. never touch pons. then got this wheelchair-bound lady giving out cards. crappy xia. for five bucks, nono. received 3 packs, for 15$ can buy own friendsforever cards. i paid attention to mseow even thou i was busy chatting with summers. dayah got her rabbit. so taching. dayah got the spikeyhaired guy jam rabbit as a friend. jealous xia. me and dzul don't even get along veryvery well now. hais. miss eu, dzul.at class also, busy text meseging gabriel and wanblack/ asri"playboy". yea, asri playboy. hee. okay, skip the blahblahs. two weeks never had history lessons. then after school, that arfah girl buat perangai. so we turun down the corridor to three'a one. lame xia. berani buat mulut, tapi. teruk xia. the worst case i ever had. want to talk mulut about huda, mau fierce lagi, shout at huda. fierce maha fierce. foouuhs. then when we all go in, berbual don't want to pandang us xia. uber crap. kena talked by summers and dayah. lame xia. aha- i did nothing laa. just stand one corner farting with nabilah. (: sakit peruts. arfah cap fierce xia. kening so the bluewkhs, i think my shaved eyebrows look nicer. then she berani berbual about huda, she want to settle it on monday. fcuk xia. situation primary six -! and she kena'd ohoho talked by sec' twos. crap crapcrap. then lepak with summers and dayah just now. best. crap here, fartfart there. you should try coke with a little bit of milo. it tastes kinky. can taste the milo at the throat, but feels coca cola when it's gulped down. then saw fifi punk. he was friendly xia! he was like, "ada rokok?/ takda/ oh. bye!" in a friendly way. now i'm listening to Baby ILU; JLo.you know <<3strings, i cried last night. can't believe i dropped to shambles because my ex was speaking his mind -! but actually, he was being judgemental, not talking honestly. grr. and gabriel called me a mynah. ee. no, not the bird. he referred me to a minah. aha. i am not. not not. nono nonono -! if i were a minah, i'd be his minah, only his. dickhead. i'm not concepted, yet want to think of me as a minah. bite your hairr. nyways, any sayangs free tmr? go out with dollyy? go lime's flea market? tees bargained at 3$ and above. or bugis, check the singapore idols. ahaa. okaylah. suchaa long post, for only a friday. mmouah. mmoouahs.

HEYHEY.

this is just an annoucement. (:
this is my new skinnyy. i like it very muchyy. esp what i wrote in ETC. i so thankyou thankyou to Sarah'D for her adobe cd. zahrin and ketupat viewed my blog, yet never tag. grrs. chatting with khairul. whohoo. got dan's new celly number. chatted with gabriel too. he's teaching me strums on the guitar. whohoo. he's my teacher, he's not yours. he's mine, not yours. aha. AS IF. even if gab is my teacher, cannot put aside my ketupat. just now ihsan meseg me xia. fcuking crap. had fun today today. lalaa. love my skin, my new "teacher", my dzul. my khairul. agagaga. okaylaa. selamet malem.
RMDR: FRANCA AND ITALIA.
MONDAY. forgot the time- damnit.

making a short post.

(: changed my skin. you like?
i don't xia. not one bit of it. except the cute leafys. hee. maybe making more. keeping extras before my 28-days more trial ends. =PP chatting with ely. i went home straight xia. couldn't meet ketupat today; he got tuition. sadsad. tmr he go friday prayer. sadsadder. never going to meet him, that's the sadsaddest statement. stupid o's of his. grr. okaylah. so hungry. my mum cooked ayam and the lauk lemak. best.

ketupat; i miss yoou.

i'm so bored.

hees. i had actually designed a blogskin. -not the bestest i done but.. i am just a beginner. spare me time, and i might aww you away someday. the bestest skin i ever did on my own was.. making it the first time. (: it will take you back to last year. i could not recall the earliest visitors, but i knew jamilah had seen it. it's this black skin, with hotpink buttons, with glitter words such as, "i've got style." and this music video. the mv was either Feel Good Inc or Switch. nyeaha. this new blogskin will be up in a day or two, just lazy to convert it to html. it's such a bummer i never took down how many skins i've ever done. more than one, less then 50. i started to think about 16- but then, how come? i change my skin almost every two weeks, or one and a half months, sometimes the longest will be three months. boouhmmer.

school was okay. i finally knew how to do substitution.
and during recess, time line-up buy food. saw zack! muka beansprout xia. then i deesturb usop. i scratched him. it wasn't horrible as there weren't scars. then he knocked my head with his cutlery. i then attacked him. fouhs. he gripped both my wrists tightly. red xia. i should've bitten him- i know. then after that, complained to boi about usop. boi was so UNinterested, i was like.. whatever. then i mintak'd him smoke, he said isap later. grr. in the end we never met. sat home after school. did nothing. friendster lag, and no one online. so i designed a skin. (: it took me two hours of concept and details. but it was kinda good. even thou very beginner-ish. then boi started texting me. he asked about the peer leads thingy. then i said only tmr. then he said all these crap. so i said kalau bosan cari aku. pergi belajarlah, o's are important. he said he tired and all. i was like, but still. BLAHBLAH. then we had a bigbigbig quarrell. my heart still can't rest because of it. boi! sorrylah. tmr we meet? pls? lama never see you.. been five days. uhh. meet after my peer lead thingy after 3 -3.30pm? i'll plead for yoou.

anyways. i was superbly shocked. wanblack went up to two'a one.
he came with faizal! what a whimp. better then him going with ihsan, bag playboy.. even gala!
saying his excuses, and blaming fifi punk! even if it was fifi, he wouldn't have known ALL the fourt' ones right? then i started maki'ng him. he just bertenang xia, he never maki back. so good! but still! hais. wanblack! you die. my rep, you killed! FYI: I DDDOOOUUUHHHHNNNTTT LIKE IHSAN! goodness, you people. don't you know my taste?!

heeee.

went out. got back just right now. four minutes after mn. (:
went to syf. was okay laa. went with hanii and dilla and her beau.
but all the way with hanii. (: janji her at 2:30. she came at three. then from three suku till four go farah house mintak the tix. then dapat. at ard four, hanii scared kalau miss it. we took cab. only five dollars plus and a fifteen minute ride. then halfway thru the performances, both thirsty like hell. so go look for shop to buy drink. cari and cari, saw my sister's friend. his name was rafeeq. he commander contigent. or terbalikan. then go cafeteria buy coke. then watch the perfomance back. tinggal band performance and budak-budak perform. hehe. dah gitu, jumpa dilla and her beau. and then kita go seperate ways. jhengjhengs. babi nyier hanii. gi town last minute AAND i was wearing casual. a top and folded jeans. never ask to dress fancy. fcuk yoou hanii. nyeaha.
hanii kena'd swiit all the way. hee. the syf thingy finished at ard seven, then we go town lorr. go suntec city, eat at mcd. then she want to go esp, in the end we went to this area, yang dekat riverside. then we walked back to esp. go city hall take train. coincidentally, fifi punk was there. he stopped at bedok station. i go tampines with hanii. then we both go home. (: then otw balik, shinx lepak at kolong. she was with fifi punk and this guy, man. fifi kutok me xia! he said i bully wan, his sayang. then ask if i got comb hair.. and said i was short. stupid datukk. and i dare you to even look eye-to-eye to me if i actually hurt wan. the man guy larrk, asked what was between me and abang danny. he was like, kau ada apa dengan dan mods. hoho. dan is my friend. the most closest thing to dan was sitting beside him, or him opposite me. OKAY? and like, this man guy, knows wan black, dan mods and fifi punk. geram xia. he got gigi problems arr. and skin-toning issues. anyways, enjoyed it with hanii. got screamed at, yelled at, chased after and hehe. okaylaa. want to rest. feet hurt. selamet tinggal sayang.