#! DIYANA: January 2007

NEW BLOG.

http://loveisnot-raisondetre.blogspot.com
re-link me.
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school was absolut fun.

i get to pair with surya. like yeaaaaaaaaaaaah. and syafiq's sitting behind her. so during class, we kindof talked. i didn't know razif talks alot. we had this math worksheet, and it was so hard to revise through last year's work. i felt pissed because mr poon won't be teaching me! like rawr. and i so-cannot-believe-it, razif sits beside me during malay class. like eurgh, i want fansyuri baaaack! listening to apology. and ohmygaaaawd. chad gave my number to haikal, my so called "exboyfriend". like Jeepus! and will be dying hair black tonight, or tomorrow. AAAAND mum's getting paid tomorrow, so will be begging her for money, for my baaag!

so right, Sechariah approached me again. and used my phone to miss call him. hahaha. he really wanted me to text him. i'm scared! how?!

PICS AT RANDOM.

haha. okay, the eddy picture, i took during class. syafiq already had a caption for it. "nak apa?" hahahaha. kekek siah sit beside him. i like the picture i took with aron. wheehe and the ahpek. dia tau jekk aku tengah sengaja amik gambar dia pat background. cute kaan. muka dia actually macam tengah steam gituu. ps. i love my shoes. and ahaa mind the "grover" face i made. hahaha.

AND OMG. THE NEOPRINT I TOOK WITH HAIKAL. TIME AKU TENGAH SEC2 DURING JANUARY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MUKA KANAK2 STRAWBERR.

SARAH, I WANT THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I WANT THIS I WANT THIS. I KNOW YOU KNOW
THAT I WANT THIS. LMAO.

DON'T SPEAKKKKK I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING. SO PLEASE STOP EXPLAINING. DON'T TELL ME 'COS IT HURTS.

(ps: bila nak message/call me?)

aku mahu chad.
aku mahu chad.
aku mahu chad.
( multiply times 1000000000000000000000.9309250087 )

aku mahu the killers tee dia punyai.
aku mahu the killers tee dia punyai.
aku mahu the killers tee dia punyai.
( again times ^^^^ )

so just now. ween couldn't make it, so i went to 709 and met dayah, eboi, alep, aron and katek. we sat around, then kampao came, chase this drug addict. and while we were sitting down, there was this crazy woman. she open her shoes and socks, and then she mumbled to herself. aron told the police she was drunk. haha i think she terencak otak. so i bought my hair dye. two packets aah, not taking chances. at bedok central, i saw aunty sue, shinx's boyfriend, herself, hisham and then at mikel, shinx's friend tegur'd me like wtf. you know, aku perasan sia. tadi gala said, "wah dektu dah lawa sey. nak gi mana tuu. eh dah sombong ey" haha. then right, go saint hildas, saw this guy named nalo or somesort. anyhow shouted my name. kawan hanii, one i seriously don't know who. ahahaha. then i saw sal! like heeee. friggin' blondie sia. cute, cute. wanted to meet hilmi, but he wasn't free. like shitfucks.

so got home, ate the most smallest piece of kfc chicken i've ever seen. and now i'm still hungry. (((((((((: btw, i hate asrul. not really la. i mean, i don't like him anymore. but he's taking it like we cannot be friends anymore. maaaan i miss his "yoooooooooooou... . takmo diam laa" ahahahaha. cam pondan yay i cannot forget.

back from school.

first day stepping into class. and my hair wasn't black, alright. so i thank nana so much i love you for the hairspray. like i love you like shitfucks. going out meeting ween again, to buy another packet of henna. i think i dyed wrongly. because right, the colour fainted and washed away alot when i bathed again just now. and also onto my pjays.

ohoho. no, i'm not attached, and will not be for quite some time. yes, i love chad. but naa, i'm not ready to get back in sucky relationships. like, i don't want a boyfriend, and he's trying to move on and forget about his exgirlfriend. so hooooo.

anyways, school. class was okay. surya was like, eh dalam class nihh kau ada dua exboyfriend kau. i was like, oh shut up. and then eddy sat beside syafiq. hoho. tskk! so, there was this chinese guy. his name is sachariah i think. he was suspended yesterday also, because of the hair. and today, he shaved off. now he's botak. ahaaa. he approached me, then he said, ey you want my number, then i can give you my name. hahahaha. and then i took down his number aah (((((: anyways, mertuah dapat class sama dengan liang yu. aaar. he's cute siahh. haha. okay, should be calling mom about going out. posting later?

CONGRATS TO SHINX FOR FINALLY GETTING A JOB. LIKE FINALLY!
aha dapat gaji promise to buy me bag yaaaaaaaaw. haha.

whats the good in goodbye? says:
thats why i said sorry
whats the good in goodbye? says:
i care for you
whats the good in goodbye? says:
thats why i freaking call u every 5mins
whats the good in goodbye? says:
cause i freaking miss you
whats the good in goodbye? says:
and that i freaking need you badly
whats the good in goodbye? says:
and that im freaking sorry now.

what can i say. you're in perfect denial.
oh i can say that i love you so much.
but it's hard. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
hmmmmmmm still wonder if chad knows how to kiss.
hoho. good/ bad kisser? chad, tell me.

zomg. wi called me.
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

henna'd my hair, black.
shitfucks! (like really)

it's like, really, really black. the packet i bought, was kindof expensive seyy. 1.50$ when you can get it for afew cents cheaper. i left it on for 15 minutes. ahaa, i texted syafiq(classmate), surya, ween and haikal about when to remove it. aha. well, i played cheat laa. i only dyed the top layer, and i didn't dye my fringe. but it's still black.
:/

REASON: i was suspended from class. due to hair colour, like fuck. though, i had fun. sitting, pissing ween, getting pissed, and finally. i got to sit down and had a nice conversation with hani(faisal's exgirlfriend). zomg, i miss you. hahaha, hani i hope you read this. &okay, about the twosome freshsomes damaians. sufrina and nadhirah. they looked so friggin' cute. with their cullottes, and their enthusiasm for school. and their matching shoes. hahaha. C U T E!

so went to buy henna. after school, my hunns came to my house. ween was busy bluetooth-ing, dayah was busy on the phone, and sue, was busy getting interested watching me iron my shirt. haha. and i changed my clothes infront of her. like, happy birthday sue. oh and to jannah too! and then, went out. met haikal, then went to pondok. sit around with dayah and damaians. hoho. and boi and aron, alep. then at 4, choyy and took bus. before that, saw mamat. he looked completely different siaa. missed him! and soooo, went to bedok. met all three without none being late, then got janji with shafiq(ojak) also. hehe. then walked around, rested at cafe galilee and shared a cup of caramel vanilla frappe. then lost the dua ekor, and then syafiq chad called me. he did, like every 5 minutes. *SHUCKS* so went to buy henna, and we took 17A to sue's place. she bought herself a pair of cullottes. and she altered it, just now. haha, she's wearing it tomorrow. my head's itching sia! and it's irritating. woooo. i love chad(pantat).
((((((((((((((((((((:

and so it is, just like you said it would be. says:
i promise to make you happy always. i promise to be there for you no matter what

and so it is, just like you said it would be. says:
=)

OHMYFRIGGIN'GAAAAAAAAWDESSSSSSSS.
(((((((:

making a new blog. love isn't raison de'tre.
(((((((: will be launched soon.

went out with mom, aunt, and haziqah. we lunched at bedok central, feasting on mee soto and banana fritters. then, took bus to nani's (my grandmother/ mom's stepmother) kedai. i helped in with cashing, and the bakar-ing of the otak-otak. nani said i can work for her, if i'm willing anyday from 3 - 11pm. mom said i could, part-time on holidays. i mean, good la. make putu piring, and bakar otak-otak. and you get paid on the dot, after a whole day's work. any friends whose willing for work. no contracts, and you won't possibly get fired. all you do is stand behind a counter, serving hot food. hahahaha. i would. for money. cha-chinggggs! (saving up for 1.5M to buy lamborghini. hahahahahaha) i hope syafiq chad, the pantat reads this part. hahahahaha.

so i've packed my bag. aha. using last year's bag -.-
inside's filling of my report book and stationary. hohoho. altering skirt again, tonight. and i thank my legong maid for washing my tie. i've gotten my socks, my shoes and haha. mom bought me a pair of bling-bling earstuds. which is so totally cute! hahaha. farhie's quitting being gay, like confuckgratulations. ((((: and alfa's finally removed that bush-hair. i've been chewing gum for four hours already, like yay. no craving for ciggarretes. oh, i thank syafiq chad very much. like omgaaawd, i love you. ((((:

meeting exboyfriend, haikal tommorrow. i forced him to come reservoir. and it'll be suriati's birthday tommorrow, not forgetting the hotstuffcutestuff jannah chipmunk's too. so be nice to them, alright? (PS: sabo su)

shitfuck. i'm being ridiculous.
look at myself. waiting for his call.
when i know i shouldn't wait for.
maybe what's best is if i just leave.
there's nothing that i am, to be waiting.

like second time, wishing this would be the last. i'd say. it hurts to love asrul. and i'm not going to hurt myself evenmore. that's simply stupid. look i have haikal. he cared enough to be there. and that's one statement, because he's my ex. and the list goes on, with friends by my side. i don't need a boyfriend. nor somebody to love. i'm petite though gorgeous. i am who i am. i love myself, for myself. no guy who want this, then fuck it. i ain't interested, but look out. there'll be a new guy from uptown. fuckingdown. wooots.

It's not like I haven't tried.
Over and over again.
Stupid fights, wrong or right.
Goodbye...

i went to the orchid country club just now.
i did- trust me.

i didn't thought it would be occ, since like.. which of my relatives would want to spend time at a prestige area. turns out it was my aunt's bestfriend's membership! so called, "family friend" laa. so, i sat there, with people i barely even know. had fun laaa. so no talking, but just view pictures alright. upset that my phone dipped inside the wading pool.

walk 17 steps out the back door, and you see a pond. (:

swimming. in his overalls.

50 cents per card! haha. i never struck luck, not even once. but lucky it wasn't my money.

ANIQ! boy ah. not girl. cute rights. (not my relative)

woooooooo.

i countdown(ed) at home. alone.

well, surprisingly, i didn't know it was already 12MN! i was camwhoring when i heard my neighbours shouting from five to one. i was seriously gaped, because haikal promised to call, which he did not. but i was fine with it, hahaha. i wished everybody online, who didn't make it to the countdown also.

i wished lan (drats he still wants to consider about patching-up (which was supposed to be MY joke) and everybody else. i really need to stray from nurulfatin. her resolution was to pinch tetek, and not pantat. god, that's really scary. (((((((X chatting with lan, izzat and my classmate tersayang(LMAO), syafiq sunny. drats, i'm having an allergy attack. shitfucks.