resubmitted a new skin. this one is much better then the previous one. okays, quite dull. but i had to make use of my only resources. there's Dia tonight, so.. don't miss it yeahs?

tadaas.

okay.

surprised? okay. i admit. this is not my best work. i know everyone prefers my previous skin. yeahs. well, irfaan lost my upe cd. so now, it's damn ridiculous to even edit a photo. bohoo. heee. i updated another photo onto friendster. the one where shafiq snapped when all of us were at the esplanade rooftop. heh. too bad shafiq's not in it.. and an menyebok only infront of me. haha. but it's okay thou. ((: i'm bored. not going out todays. going out tmr instead. as predictable as it is.. with haikal.. again. *sighs*. to where now? tampines? okay. ytd was a big mistake. it wasn't nana's brrday. it was marisha's. she was turning 4. the cake was a Barbie cake. barbie's body and the gown thingy was a cake. it was fresh cream. her godma bought it for her. so pampered. mikey did not turn up. HOORAYS. :PP

wawan did not get sabo'd. aiymas. he went home early instead. then go home ride cab. got 5 bucks from nek pau. heeee. ((: at least something. maybe tmr i'm making my ezlink card. heheh. asking daddy for money. whohoo. chatting with dahliia. haha. her english is so good. i got confused halfway when she speaks. hahas. tmr going to pasiris. somewhere new. yeaahsaa. aha. well. i'll stop here. i'm bored. ((:

take my breath away.

bohoo.

what more mishaps can happen? first my jack. now his phone. okay, i blame myself for not taking care of my jack. and i'm so totally over it. it's a stupid mistake. someday, i will be forgiven. ((: don't blame me if his phone bill is going up. i've been using prepaid and it's been maintained. and i'm the one giving the useless calls to him. but right now. not much contact happening. since he has a scedule for playing the computer, that will be the time i would cherish. so let's see. saturday.. monday, wednesday, friday, sunday, tuesday.. and continue.. haha. we'll see each other laa. but just, no contact on the line. i'll be waiting for him to collect his money, and get a ppd card for himself. so, it's fair. hahas. well, i'm missing haikal already. was bloghoppening around. went to dahliia's blog. it was a shock as i read her entry. i felt bad as she got dumped. but i felt worser as the news become much more worser. khairi two-timed. as i asked my peeps. "they" say the grr was Amalia. whoever she is, she sure is.. urm. can't say anything. tidakku sangka khai!! hais. tsk, tsk. well, my mom is so irritating. oh God, make her mute or something. take out the batteries from her voicebox or something. God. hais. okay. not going out today. going out tommorrow instead. going to nana's brrday bash or something. this time, it's not nana big(me). it's nashra. turning to a number two. how sweet. going to bishan taking a 59. aiyohs. who else going? my relatives? not sure. arghs. don't know what to wear. hehehs. talking about relatives. i miss uncle mikey so much. seriously.. he was simply being rude. now that q "picks" him over me. i don't care. i know i miss mikey so much, and hoho. i'm not going to apologise to any one of them. she's so young. and you say she's in love. she's only 15. heck care i'm 14, at least i don't say i will love haikal till death do us part. trying to make a life sentence or what? okay, pray that mikey won't be there. if he is. i want to hug him. his my uncle. my uber supercalifraglisitc uncle. yet i hate him, partially. heheh. what should i wear tmr? my cute lil' jacket? yeah. 'cos it's been weeks since i wore it. but depends on the weather.. my brown op tee? my blue op tee? if tmr is a cold day.. wearing a three quater inside my brown tee. heh. the boatneck one. ahaha. well, i stop here. sorry if i rant too much. i'm just bored. aimama.

a stupid slut's mistake.

lost my wallet today. my whole world crashed. )):

my wallet was my life. now it's gone. i prayed to God. prayed alot. God could not help me. but what can i do. i lost a fourty bucks. with my ezlink card, cashcard and housekey. the most heartbreaking item were my my pictures. my picture which i took with him. and my other fond memories. i did not cry. but yet i was upset. how could i lose something which meant alot to me. the smelly scent of my Jack wallet.. hais. God's will. what can i do. how i wish people would be honest, because i know i didn't do anything to deserve this. i got sad for about.. after Art. then i totally forget about it. it was gone. and i'd be a miracle to get that back. hais. well, went to YN today. wasn't that bad thou. ms goh deliberately ignored me. mrs new was still good. ms koh too. the secondary ones were such a nuisance. haha. wore my white cheongsam tee again. and my fave black jeans. alot of people complimented. saying i look very *toot*.. haha. totally was kembang when sufrina said i was.. *blank*. haha. then lepak with jialin and zabeen. and smoked. aha. then lepak with my boii, jialin, azmil, haziq and aza for a while. agagaga. then me and my boii walked to bedok library. read some books. then got home. hais. to all those people out there. gong xi fa cai. happy new year. give me some of your hangbao money. please. if your wallet were lost, you'd cry your guts out. my love for my wallet. argh. so irreplaceable. if there's a replacement wallet. i would want that pink and black billabong wallet. with a new ezlink card, and atleast fifteen bucks. god, i love my wallet so much. hais. God's will eh. nasib aku ajer ah. )):

a sluttish recovery.

hello to all fellow peace-minders.

hanii is jealous? mr saiful is my form. and oh, thank God. ((: okay. mariam talked it out with mr saiful. and me and dayah are going back to our places. haha. had my science and geog test. seriously didn't study. bluwks. i will surely fail. but, HECK CARE. haha. okay. tmr i'm going YN with ronnie and liyana. whohoo. haha. well, yanti, zah and me.. we decided to make our "contributions" on Valentine's day. we're gonna deco the class. with the permission of the head of management and mr saiful. like d'oh. haha. okay. today went to afghan with ween. matau'd samporna. then fiyfee came with yasmeen. then fy bought gudang garam.. as usual. then dayah came. then my boii. haha. then ween went back with meen. we went to tampines north park? then got dayah's friends came. talked with a gerr for a while. then me and my boii go tatats go lepak. with Shafiq and An. and God. i missed them so much. lepak was quite fun. talked with Fiq.. and An. and this guy called Hakim. haha. went home. oh yeah. rode a bicycle home. haikal's bike. stupeet bike. then went home. only had one small kiss. and that ended our day. sad. but nevermind. there's always tmr.. ((: so, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. GONG XI FUCK CAI. and tatats.

one month anni.

yeah. finally we're a month.

congratulate us. we've made it this far. haha. what only SLUT. ((: school sucks. laughed "haha" with mr cheah when he talked to us about bgr. haha. stupeet like that. slept during maths. gosh. he slammed the table so hard i felt like my blood stopped for a moment. haha. recess? as per normal. saw khairul bustop. he so friendly. heeeee. then go malay. text khairi. congratulate him. 7 months. touching. haha. found out that yanti is with fizi. my heart quickly said Eww. haha. then had our geog. then phototaking. hope the formal pic turns out nice. and the fun 1 and fun 2. fun 1 fun 2 i was beside and behind mr saiful all along. haha. then had our cme. goddess. mr saiful ceraikan me and dayah. what a slut. she kena probation. fuck laa. what we do? fucker ahs. but nemmind. mariam also mariam ah. maybe can giver her some bo tips and looks. haha. dzul is gonna love it. hahahaha. ((: at least i'm not beside L. Blackforest Bush. haha. probation. Mister Saiful! pls change our seats back. i beg you. arrrghs. not fair. sue can sit with ween. dayah sit near them also. you're so unreasonable. hympgfhs. cme we did about Courtesy. we had to do a poster. and like as per normal. my ideas are bad. and lame. but what to do.. sue got the best ideas. she got everything.. and i was the stupeet dog who cover the sheet of paper so mr saiful cannot see. haha. okay ah. me stop here. tatats.

I'M HANII'S SLUTTY-SLUT. SHE'S TETAP A WHORE. HAHAHAHA.

tmr is our one month.

awws. it seems rather pathetic, but.. hehs. i can't wait. (: okay. alot of people has been commenting on my English. saying that it is very good. but i think not. seriously.. English. its so easy to speak English. i've been paying attention to mr saiful's lessons. they are so interesting. so fun.

IT'S = IT IS. yeah. haha. kinda bangga that my composition and comprehension is good. haha. sorry guys. my english standard is just as equal or the same as the rest of my friends of my level. seriously! haha. well, ytd got sick. with a tempr of 38.55 degr celcius. then drop to 37.85 degr celcius to a 36.58 degr celcius. yeah. my throat still felt sore. like abang dan says. everything tastes like shit. haha. ben and jerry's choc fudge. haha. vanilla with "fudge" and a big ball of shit to satisfy the heart's content and eat it with a big shiny silvery spoon. and feed it to abang dan. haha. today not much kisses with him. as i was sick. won't make the situation worser. sorry okays? haha. well. i stop here. okay? (: there's Dia tonight. you guys should watch it. 'cos i know i ain't missing it. even haikal knows not to deesturt me. bwahs. okay. heh. tatats.

at this very moment.

heyyoes.

haha. posting today. (: well, ytd had a blastoe with Haikal. haha. not to forget me falling down the stairs at school. heeee. and my leg still hurts. listening to Goodbye my Lover ; James Blunt. and chatting with Farah. geeez. had fun ytd. bit haikal all over. serves you right to take out your tee. haha. ytd was quite fun at school. got HR, ART, PW, EL only. haha. geweks siak. esp mr saiful's periods. haha. 'cos that's the period where i fell down. came late to class, that's why. haha. heeeee. this coming Tuesday, one month. haha. pathetic ah. but at least we beared and lasted. aha. okay ah. me stop now. haha. tootles.

__week three of us.

OKAY. OKAY.

I'M SO BORED. HERE'S MY SAY FOR THIS SUCKY TUESDAY. HERE GOES;

SCHOOL WAS UBER BORING.. I OWE THE MATHS CHER A HW ASSIGNMENT. SORRY CHER.. THE BOOK STILL OUT OF STOCK. HEHE. COLLECTED MY LIT BOOKS, MY GEOG BOOKS, MY SCI TB. BUT NOT THE MATHS ONE YET. (: MY MALAY CHER IS SO.. URGH. GIVING US A HARD TIME IN CLASS. WE GOT SEPARATED. ALL FOUR OF US. HEEEX. AND I GOT TO SIT UNDER THE BIG CEILING FAN. FANTASTICOE! WELL, AFTER I'VE POSTED, GONNA RESTART THE STUPEET COMPUTER. TODAY WAS RATHER SADDENING BECAUSE I WENT HOME STRAIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. YEAH. DIDN'T MERAYAP TODAY. SON OF "M" GOT NPCC. WENT TO MY CAS'A AND CHANGED MY CLOTHES. WENT TO SHOPPE, BOUGHT COKE. GEEEZ. LOVES IT. THEN ATE NASI WITH LAUK ASAM PEDAS WITH THE PARI. SO THE DELICIOUSO. WHOHOO. PAPA BOUGHT ME AN 18$ TOP-UP CARD. SON OF "M" NEED NOT TOPUP FOR ME. HOHO. I SAW SYAFIQ.. I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M THE WRONG ONE NOW. SAW DZUL ALSO. HEHE. MR SAIFUL SO FRIENDLY ADDIE. HAHA. SO CUTE WHEN HE SMILES. HEEEEE. DAYAH GOT SOME "COMMENTS" ABOUT HIM. BERANGAN NAK MATI. AND AS IF. HAHAHA. SHE ALSO SHOW ME KHAIRI'S BABY PIC. CUTE SIOT. HAHA. TERSALAH ANGGAP LIKE GERR. HAHA. OKAY. ME STOP HERE.

PEAS!

HEYYO.

SORRY THAT IT'S BEEN SUCHHA LONG TIME SINCE I BLOGGED. I JUST DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT. HAHA. AND NOW I'M POSTING FOR FARAH AMIRAH'S SAKE.. HAHA. OKAY.. THINGS AT SCHOOL, THEY ARE SO OKAY. WHAT MORE THEN HAVE MR SAIFUL AS MY FORM.. AND THE MATHS TEACHER IS SO DAMN OKAY. COMPARED TO LAST YEAR.. FOOH. MS WONG AND MR KWA. BLEUKX. AHA. WELL, I MEET HAIKAL ALMOST EVERY DAMN DAY. THEN BUMPED INTO ADARS ALONG THE WAY. SAW THEM AT THE VOID AND AT TM. AHA. FARAH GOT GROUNDED. (: THINGS IN SCHOOL ARE SO MUCH BETTER THEN LAST YEAR. AND I DON'T LIKE SYAFIQ (BJ) LAH DAMN IT! KHAIRUL BUSTOP IS SO THE FRIENDLY. HAHA. WELLS, I GOT PUT UP MY PEEPS ON MY LINKS LIST ALREADY.. SO, FEEL FREE TO EXIT THERE. AHA. DEMOLITION LOVERS PART TWO. IT'S THE INCOMPLETE SONG. IT'S HALF OF THE FULL SONG. (: WELL, GOT NOTHING LEFT TO SAY. AHA. AT LEAST I BLOGGED. SO, TILL HERE. . TOOTLES. (:

heyyo.

soe that it has been a long time since i posted. got two reasons. i lazy. and i'm busy these few days. have to jaga irfaan oftenly.. homework. haikal. hrmm. tmr going to batam. coming back on sunday. going to uncle saini's papa's home for a visit. and going shopping too. my trip is at 9am. hrmm. to all the people reading this. pray for my safetyness. oright? heeeee. going to miss my haikal. love you alot. heeeeee. got his band. got his pictures. got our pictures. all so that i won't miss him. taching siah. heeee. aites. have a veli happy weekend. he's not your motherfucking p.i.m.p!

heyyo.

didn't post ytd. was tired. went to irah's uncle's majlis perkahwinan at pasiris. helped to babysit irfaan. and i got 10bucks for taking care of him! wtf. quite simple of making cash. a new found partime job for me? 10bucks, easy cash. then went home by cab. got 2bucks as change. and i got to keep it. AND, my mom blanja'd me 2bottles of coke. thank God Almighty! but wait. the good is yet to come.. my ppd was 0 cents. then my mom let me use her fhone. i called/texted chayunkKU. then suddenly.. i checked my prepaid balance. got 9.41$ in my ppd balance. my sister topped up for me. very happy siah. i owe her. but not alot, she working addie. (: i thank God for making me feel a little lifted off my worries ytd. Amin.. well, i stop here. i assume i'd be seeing Damaians soon. i miss Sue, Ween, Dayah . esp, Fy. bring eggs and flour. tsk, tsk. Sue better watch out. oh yeah. tmr meeting chayunkKU. yeye. well, happy new year. tootles~.