a stupid slut's mistake.

lost my wallet today. my whole world crashed. )):

my wallet was my life. now it's gone. i prayed to God. prayed alot. God could not help me. but what can i do. i lost a fourty bucks. with my ezlink card, cashcard and housekey. the most heartbreaking item were my my pictures. my picture which i took with him. and my other fond memories. i did not cry. but yet i was upset. how could i lose something which meant alot to me. the smelly scent of my Jack wallet.. hais. God's will. what can i do. how i wish people would be honest, because i know i didn't do anything to deserve this. i got sad for about.. after Art. then i totally forget about it. it was gone. and i'd be a miracle to get that back. hais. well, went to YN today. wasn't that bad thou. ms goh deliberately ignored me. mrs new was still good. ms koh too. the secondary ones were such a nuisance. haha. wore my white cheongsam tee again. and my fave black jeans. alot of people complimented. saying i look very *toot*.. haha. totally was kembang when sufrina said i was.. *blank*. haha. then lepak with jialin and zabeen. and smoked. aha. then lepak with my boii, jialin, azmil, haziq and aza for a while. agagaga. then me and my boii walked to bedok library. read some books. then got home. hais. to all those people out there. gong xi fa cai. happy new year. give me some of your hangbao money. please. if your wallet were lost, you'd cry your guts out. my love for my wallet. argh. so irreplaceable. if there's a replacement wallet. i would want that pink and black billabong wallet. with a new ezlink card, and atleast fifteen bucks. god, i love my wallet so much. hais. God's will eh. nasib aku ajer ah. )):