take my breath away.

bohoo.

what more mishaps can happen? first my jack. now his phone. okay, i blame myself for not taking care of my jack. and i'm so totally over it. it's a stupid mistake. someday, i will be forgiven. ((: don't blame me if his phone bill is going up. i've been using prepaid and it's been maintained. and i'm the one giving the useless calls to him. but right now. not much contact happening. since he has a scedule for playing the computer, that will be the time i would cherish. so let's see. saturday.. monday, wednesday, friday, sunday, tuesday.. and continue.. haha. we'll see each other laa. but just, no contact on the line. i'll be waiting for him to collect his money, and get a ppd card for himself. so, it's fair. hahas. well, i'm missing haikal already. was bloghoppening around. went to dahliia's blog. it was a shock as i read her entry. i felt bad as she got dumped. but i felt worser as the news become much more worser. khairi two-timed. as i asked my peeps. "they" say the grr was Amalia. whoever she is, she sure is.. urm. can't say anything. tidakku sangka khai!! hais. tsk, tsk. well, my mom is so irritating. oh God, make her mute or something. take out the batteries from her voicebox or something. God. hais. okay. not going out today. going out tommorrow instead. going to nana's brrday bash or something. this time, it's not nana big(me). it's nashra. turning to a number two. how sweet. going to bishan taking a 59. aiyohs. who else going? my relatives? not sure. arghs. don't know what to wear. hehehs. talking about relatives. i miss uncle mikey so much. seriously.. he was simply being rude. now that q "picks" him over me. i don't care. i know i miss mikey so much, and hoho. i'm not going to apologise to any one of them. she's so young. and you say she's in love. she's only 15. heck care i'm 14, at least i don't say i will love haikal till death do us part. trying to make a life sentence or what? okay, pray that mikey won't be there. if he is. i want to hug him. his my uncle. my uber supercalifraglisitc uncle. yet i hate him, partially. heheh. what should i wear tmr? my cute lil' jacket? yeah. 'cos it's been weeks since i wore it. but depends on the weather.. my brown op tee? my blue op tee? if tmr is a cold day.. wearing a three quater inside my brown tee. heh. the boatneck one. ahaha. well, i stop here. sorry if i rant too much. i'm just bored. aimama.