=D

just berbuka.
yeahs! i didn't fast though.
had a reason, and it's bland.
three days already, i still cannot fast.

added a song, and poof.
it's kicking. and the purple of my blog makes me happy.
but hais. it's called awake.
and it's sad. i wander if lan's really, really really going?
he used to tell me he'll be visiting brit soon.
and i was crying dreadfully days ago, when he told me things i never wanded to hear.
so is true that you are going?
going off far away, not even to britain?
when you're gone i know you won't come back.
god knows it, so does everyone else.

two more days to my mt paper1/ el paper1.

i feel awfully bad. i batal'dkan mamat's puasa.
well, it started from an idsy-bidsy annoyance.
it ended up with a bitchslap. XD
and hee. thanks to abas, i've received multiple bruises beneathe my skin.
he taught me how to tap, punch& score. yes fight!
i am bored. &i will wait for mamat to call.

"will you stay awake for me?"
i don't want to miss anything.