WELLO!

it's been quite some time since i've published my thoughts.
well, my dad's bill rose 20$ more than usual and he's freaking out.

let's see.
things have changed alot for me.
since that day, i just felt that i disappointed myself and everybody else. especially mamat. i felt bad

and stupid for breaking up with him, but i'm proud to know he still loves me. and i just cried over the

line last night when he said he wanted me back, and he pulled me out before i hung over myself. his

parents also know we broke up. his mumma seemed sad too. &i just can't believe myself. so much for

being faithful. so sorry mamat-- i'm just not myself now.

bitterhearts& wishful thinking..

ouhkay.
i'm stuck between myself and the other guys.
call me egoistic but geez. the IBs know that i still care about mamat. but they keep putting on load for

me to go on with aron. ouhkay, aron is super cute. irresistable and untouchable. he never had anybody

to call his own. i was so honoured to let him call me his first. awwww. (",)

oh shutdup. don't flaw yourself online you stupid biarch.
now i'm also stuck between wan. wangrouber. he's also cute. a mixture of lan14& shafiq13. i went

away to his house before, was super fun. wan also wanted to be mine-- it's not fair. just like mamat and

aron.

so now i'm standing in shadows& shambles.
feeling guilty to let his love go wrong.
and also feeling wrong to fling around with two other guys.
i'm back to being single. but take notice,
i am not available.