i feel guilty.
i hear the miscreants& misnomers misstate about me.
to whom i may be biarch. to whom i may be whoever.
whatever, whatever.
your words harm no one.
but yea, i get it.
i am a fucking biarch to you.
but at least i have my limitations.

i know they say i have halif as a backpocket.
i will kill you if you say that behind my back.
mamat is ouhkay with it.
& i've made multiple promises to him.
yes, even my very own beau says i am a biarch.
but hey.. it's not a waste for a face like me.

( this goes out to suriati hidayah azween rafayel )
if you were thinking if i want to lancha0weh, no lah. we never fought. i'm just setting points about myself.

now, i have developed the habit of not posting.
i rarely go online now. i'm so tired and lazy.
i guess i've wasted my time with halif, min and karat.
but it's ouhkay. my downs are drained,
and again, i thank god.

getting news,
lan ( exbeau no14 ) is having a gig.
so excited. i've missed multiple gigs.
so, he's the leadvocals/ guitarist/ drummer of his band.
BAND; *The Smudge*
now i've been waiting for his organizer with the details.
hope for the best..
for you muhammad azzlan!
jiayou. jiayou.

fucking irritating xia.
write things in short paragraphs.
so, now i'm listening to "plane" by jason mraz.
and i'm getting bored of typing.
i've got muhammad azzlan bin zainuddin to stay with me tonight. since mamat is out to victoria hall. grr.

If the plane goes down, damn. I'll remember where the love was found.

PLEASEDUNTTELLHIM.