I WAS LOSING MYSELF.

BAHAA!

sadsad.
something's wrong between mamat& me.
it's so sad to wait for him to call, or even wait up for him.
i'm like last-minute rejects.
anyways, i thank plentyplenty for the onemilliondollar advice given by wanbo& also the confidence shafiq gave. listening to "everything i'm not" -the veronicas.

i was losing myself to somebody else.
i don't want to pretend, so this is the end.
of you& me.
cos the girl, that you want.
she was tearing us apart.
cos she is everything, everything i'm not.

anyways, changed my skin.
did it myself. from rips& bits.
it took me twenty minutes lerr.
but i'm quite happy about it.
EOYS start this friday.
& hit me, i'm prepared.
so, i want to stop here.

hugs& kisses to the lovables,
and fuck off to em misbegottens.