when the truth came out.

Everybody's talking. But they don't say a thing.
They look at me with sad eyes, but I don't need their symphathy.

hehes. the frrst few lines from a song. hahas.
okays. never met Haikal today. miserably bored. he had his Npcc. went to lepak with halloWEEN moo-moo instead. not really lepak, more like study. or tutor. i helped halloWEEN moo-moo with her maths homework. even thou it was due this Thursday, we're not giving any chances. helped her with Algebra. on expanding and factorisation. hahas. i was kinda a good helper, i helped her. and i learnt about new stuffs myself. hahas. we left off at 1515 hrs. went home, it was about 1530hrs. home alone i guess. ma's off to market. papi gave her 50bucks, you see. ((: sister's out, wherever. as if i care about her ass. nabeel looked annoyed. i called him Sudib. wahahas. he was simply annoyed. Sudib. sudu-garpu. pinggan-mangkuk. pots and pans. hahas. stupid cat taught me that. hahas. ((: i didn't cabut malay class. but mr raj and mr saiful thought i did. hahas. i HAD the pass. and i was gone for only 25 minutes. went to look for my book laa damn it! pinky'd mr saiful. not to go in late after classes again. and doing silly things again. nyeahahas. i'm a baGOOD gerr. i'm Haikal's grr. hahas. ((: assembly was lame like ass. had our house meeting. the Victors guys are all full of fcuking stinko. seriously, being honest here! ever heard of deodorant? or perhaps, cologne? the secondary ones are full of shitties. esp, that minah. only secondary one already perangai. tsk, tsk. i wonder if your cousin taught you to be like that. muka baik, perangai sundal. tsk, tsk. hahas. i hate mr ben cheah. he took my personal notebook. it's personal. and he confiscated it. Haikal gave me that one, okay! give it back! and stop reading the insides. fcuk it damn it.. yeah, i admit. i weeped. tehee. ehs, if somebody took your personal thoughts and read it, how would you feel? btw, i was just writing the song lyrics for I Miss You, B182. i hate cikgu su also. such an ass. I WANT CIKGU NETTY!! PLS! hais. i miss her. i miss big brudder, dan too. hais.

Where are you? And I'm so sorry.
I cannot sleep. I cannot dream tonight.
I need somebody and always.
The webs from all the spiders.
Catching things, and eating their insides.
Like my indecision to call you.
And hear your voice of treason. Will you come BACK, AND STOP PAIN TONIGHT?

i don't remember when we danced. was it when the wind was blowing, and we were dancing at the void? ahas. touched by your words, still keep it in heart. OSH GOSH BGOSH. hahas. i'm so hungry. mom didn't cook. sobs. well, i'll stop here. my rants are full of crappyness. god damn you. ((: