my new skin, but i'm not promising this forever. to some people it's plain, to some it's cute. like, what the hell. my efforts, not yours. atleast i'm smart enough to express myself through a piece of blank canvas. stupid critics.

i've got many skins to be done. so, let's see. i owe ween a skin, syafiq's cousin. and edit more graphics. (urggh!) well, right now. i am feeling seriously piqued. (urggh! urggh!) i'm chatting with five people online. and my god, mamat needs to grow up fast. stupid faggot. worthless having a boyfriend like you. AND to think i would be gay for a day. i don't even feel like today's our anniversary. that's very messed up. i would actually count the days on the calender to know that this day, was prove that i was not that kind of person i used to be.

i'm also chatting with fred's cousin, hadziq. they're half as alike. my god. he is one fuck of a fret. his jokes are so informal that they don't seem to be jokes. to him, it's a "haha." well, why won't people just be nice to me for a day? today is utterly up-bringing. (cfuk! what being would be answered to as, "oi"?)

today is so sad. oh god. it's upsetting, let's dawdle this post for onwards tonight. i have no bigger words in my vocabulary to express 16th/ Nov (our anniversary, for i now do not wish to celebrate for..) by the way, i enjoyed talking to syafiq last night. you were a great suspense through out my boredom. hey, "classmate", don't worry. 3A1's not, that bad. :)