i am frigging bored, so here's a second post.

recalling about the day's event, i felt really happy with myself. i have no inconsistencies about letting mamat go anymore. i refuse to let go, no no. i cannot blame him for being foolish and intellectually stupid at times, but maybe that's just the part of him that makes us stronger everytime we have a fight. i will never forget what we did just now. (oh shit i'm crying) i felt like he really meant it when he hugged me. and lying next to him makes me secure because each time he hugged came on very tight. and every flinch that reacted from the lumps on my head, thinking of it now just made me want to die laughing. :)

maybe it's his stupid goofy ways that makes me attracted to him (ee sial luh!) and he is one of the many guys i've ever had that made me feel so pampered. when i compare myself to surya and her beau, i thought hers was a great example of a strong on-going relationship. but stories beneath it makes me want to laugh about it. hehhs. now i really feel blessed to have mamat as a beau. :) please don't ask me why i'm being thankful! i'm loving it- since the 16th of September. and i don't love him for the money, nor do i judge him from his looks. :) those are just little disguises. and i don't mind his pair of half teeth also. well you can try to zoom in on his teeth. they're pretty hilarious when you see it actually :)

♥THE MOMENTS!




ween and andy. she's also in love (finally!)
and this super*rawrr* pic i made out of boredom.
and it's up on my myspace bg. hehhs.

2MONTHS AND STILL GOING STRONG!
=P I WILL PROVE TO YOOU, SURYA, WEEN! DAYAAH!
I CAN MAKE IT AAH! BLUECHS.