our first real fight &it's killing me

i am flawed and i am crying.
for the first time since i ever knew him,
he called me babe/ baby.

sial lah. he said, "baby.. can you tell me what's wrong?" and there, he wrote "<3nana."
my heart is breaking, this is the first time he ever wrote my name, with a heart.
and now he's text meseging me. -got his phone back from mama.

i'm really torn xia.
to actually melt because of his words,
that's pathetic but this is seriously the first time.
well, he made me mad.
like, cfked up irritating you know.
then during that one and half hours plus plus,
he barely spoke a word.
he still sent me home, and inside the lift,
like, he never even wanted to talk to me, or hold me.
gees. i'm so frustruated now!

mamat doesn't know how to say sorry!
and that hurts. because this is the first real fight we had.
then he text meseg me, blaming herman.
i was like, he's your little brother xia.
and you stood there laughing. ppfts!

i was like, don't pull it to mchammer lah.
then i said, "ouh goodbye."
he was "wtf bye."
grrs.